I know. I have exhibited epic failure on how to maintain a regular blog. And I forgive you if you gave up even checking... But I am actually alive.
I just finished another class - the one with my awesome hippie teacher! Marty rocks!!! :) Now I get to tackle statistics. The official class title is "Statistical Reasoning in Psychology." Should be horrible. I mean, exciting... Actually, I'm not sure what to expect, so I'm trying to think happy thoughts. I'm just hoping I don't have a paper due each week in this class. The last one was brutal! Good stuff, but brutal.
Now, to bite the bullet. I know a few of you are wondering about Ben... So far as I can tell, he's nothing but a big fat liar - in fact, I don't think those pictures are really of him. I have no idea who they are, but I don't think they are the guy I've spoken with. He's probably out just to scam vulnerable, single American women. And I am over it! I'd be happy to be proven wrong, but I don't think I will be. Maybe the guy in the pictures is alive and single...? He's a QT!
My heart says to forget guys for another 5 years and then see how things go. But I'm not going to give up again. Because I can't possibly find Mr. Right if I don't even look. And he can't find me if I run away and hole up like a depressed hermit... So I'm going to just suck it up, chalk another one up to experience and move on. Let's hope for someone cute and close by that I can have fun with.
Jen - Do you think there's any chance that Downtown would actually consider "fishing off the company pier?" And would he actually ask me? I think a date with JB would be fun! (For everyone else, JB is a guy I work with. "Downtown" is his nickname... Everyone has one. Mine is MJ.)
PS - If anyone else has any great guys that would be cool with a big girl, I think I'd be open to getting set up...
In the meantime, life goes on. Work - School - Home - Hannah - and everything in between.
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Keep the faith! When you least expect it is when someone special will show up. Concentrate on getting through school and taking care of that gorgeous Hannah in the meantime.
Stat. is "interesting"...so Ed says. If you need encouragement he would be happy to help!
OK - I'm not sure if Downtown is down, but I think he needs to be. I'm going to work with my contacts and see what I can do to make it happen. I might even try sending him an email from my anonymous "setting people up" account called love@anonymous.com.
Good luck. Boys are stupid until the right one comes along and surprises you. Look forward to the surprise.
Well, I like you! xo
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